是。可是一下子从天堂掉进了地狱,那个滋味很不好受。那段日子过得很悲惨,因为我是太监,大家都看不起我。当苦力都没人要,还要处处遭受白眼。
That's right. In a moment, heaven had fallen into hell and it wasn't easy to stomach. Those days were really miserable. Because I was a eunuch, everyone looked down on me. Nobody even wanted me as a coolie and once again, I was looked down upon by others in every way.